--I'm not as robust as I thought. I have heard the sentence many times, from my friends and from myself.
In the past a few weeks, I experienced great pressure both physically and mentally. I couldn't allow myself to have difficulty studying my courses, but it happened. Some courses seem tough, and up to now, I can't make out whether I can still keep the 5th place in my class as last term I did. Other tasks poured into my life, such as a volunteer teaching job for a Junior Two student, a research work on our Year 0 students programme in Fudan University, Taiji training for nearly everyday and etc.
Never before have I felt that depress in my life. I can only use "collapse" as my definition for this period. The only fragile support comes from my friends' supports with a greet of care, a look of sympathy.
Although I find it hard to ease my feelings sometimes, I really managed to break the unwelcome rythmn and find a space of solitude for myself. At those point, I am not that fragile. I don't want my friends to worry about me. I love them for all their good in my heart and I won't leave a toublesome guy for them. I can live better and happier despite those difficulties and annoys.
Tomorrow will be a fresh day!